I LIVE IN LIMBO~!!
Back in August, I quit my job at Zumiez and moved down to Nevada from Seattle. I fully expected to be unemployeed for a few weeks or a month TOPS. I have been without a job for the last 2 MONTHS. I've been living off of savings since then and i've been living with my parents for the meantime. The biggest thing to me is the fact that I can't seem to get jack OR shit out here. I must have sent out thousands of resumes by now and either goit rejected or no response at all.

Here's the thing, right now im temporarily staying with my Mom and Dad until I can get a job and then i'm going to move to Vegas and live out there. That's the worst part, my whole life is on hold right now because of the job. Literally once I get a job I can do so many things I have planned.

One of the big things I was going to do was (obviously) getting an apartment, and a nice one, not some shitty run down, 117 square foot box that I lived in back in Seattle; like a REAL apartment. I'm look for something in the range of $1k to $1.4k, I know that's a pretty narrow budget, but its just enough for me to be happy with. The hopes is to get something close to Fremont Street, which is the old town Vegas that everyone knows takes vacations to.

Another thing I have planned, is starting a YouTube channel, or at the very least, making some videos on my website or SOMEHWERE. I want to make videos darivitive of my website and talk about things on my mind. I also have plans to save up enough money to get myself a new PC, I think my current machine is climbing down its hole and It would be really nice to have it as a spare PC for like projects and other stuff.

As for my lifestyle, I really want to start working out my new aesthetic; if you've read my previous entry I talked about my struggles with gender, sesxuality, and other lame shit. I've got to the point in my life where I'm comfortable in my skin for the first time in a while and managed to have the best of both male and female traits; As I am neither manly or womanly, so I was able to curate a lifestyle for myself that uses what I love about makeup and feminine physique, and masculine energy. Effectively having both at the same time!